To finish
thoughts on yesterday's post...
There are days when I just don't know how to
abide in Jesus. I'm swimming in my circumstances, my feelings, my (fill in the
blank). I'm a sinking Peter in that storm with waves so high I can't see my
Savior's hand. Hard wind spray salty water in my face, my eyes sting and I can
barely cry "Save me!" for all the water I'm drinking.
Fixing my hope on Jesus is not always such an
easy thing to do.
Want to know the last time I felt lost, unable to
find my way back to abiding? Sunday. Yep. Just this week.
I knew that peace was so close, that drawing near
to my Abba would bring him close, and that I only had to fix my eyes on
Jesus... but how to do that???
Even in the struggle of finding my way back to my
Prince, I knew that
practicing
the act of
turning my gaze,
fixing my hope on
Jesus
is the only
way to improve.
Whining, complaining, fearing, (etc) won't get me
to the place of abiding.
All I have to do is turn my eyes to draw near to
Abba will. If I can't seem to move my eyes, I can ask Him to help me. He is
faithful! I don't even have to do a triple twist ending in a somersault! Abba
calls us to take the first step of giving
our attention to Him.
Abba, thank you for teaching me this simple step. Sometimes I get
so wrapped up in my feelings or a problem I'm trying to solve. I'm so glad that
you're quick to tap me when I step off the path you have for me, and that all
it takes for me to get back on track is to just look at you. I ask that you
administer your amazing mercy and grace to those who are afraid to hope
anymore. Encourage and strengthen them in Christ, that they would be able to
hope and fully trust in you alone. Help us all to turn our eyes on Jesus. I am
looking forward to seeing Jesus face to face. Until then, help us all to
practice each day. There really is no condemnation! I love you so much. In
Jesus' name..
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